So i tried the medicin. I tried the therapy. I tried the meditation. I tried the mindfulness. I tried not doing anything drastic. I tried not fixing things. I tried taking out the summer to work on dream projects. I tried attending the parties. I tried the books. I tried being open.
It all helps, but depression still lingers.
So now I am doing something else. In a few weeks I will be moving to Copenhagen and hopefully find the old me there. Doctor Boyfriend stays in Århus and becomes weekend-boyfriend. Apartment is very very tiny – but with room for a CAT and all kinds of… meditative healing stuff alone time.
Gawd, I hope this works. My therapist thinks it will. I think so too.